RIGHT NOW

Two glasses of tea. Even the insomniac are asleep I guess. Went out for a walk. Surprised it was daylight already. Told a girl the other night that her nose looked like the nose of some guitar player. I did NOT have some sexual idea about her. OK. She was beautiful but I DID NOT REALLY wanted to fuck then and DON'T WANT to fuck her now. But that does not mean I MEAN THAT DON'T MEAN SHIT 'CAUSE I PROBABLY SCARED THE POOR FUCKER SO SHE KISSED HER FRIEND AND LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS TRYING TO CONVINCE ME HE WAS HER BOYFRIEND BUT FUCK IT ALL THEY ALL LOOKED LIKE SCARED ASEXUAL KIDS AND I AM SORRY IF THEY WERE SCARED BY MY TRYING TO CHAT BUT I'M ALSO NOT VERY MUCH SORRY NO WAY FUCK THIS SHIT FUCK THIS PARANOIA IT'S OK IF THEY ARE ASEXUAL BUT THEIR PARANOIA IS A BIT TOO MUCH AND SO I AM LIKE A LOT OF PRETTY TOUCHY EMOTIONAL IDIOTS OUT THERE WE NEED SOME EFFECTIVE AND I MEAN REALLY EFFECTIVE THERAPY TO STOP BEING SUCH BIG CLOSET EGOMANIACS and what else can I say at least I think MY therapy is working you think I'M an asshole you should have seen me two years ago or your face in the mirror RIGHT NOW.