FUCK YOUR NAZI GOD

I figured I was just gonna get deep into this new fat babe magazine thing. Who cared about any other communication shit? Not me. People were just a bunch of nice idiots just like me or even worse so fuck it I said to myself. There was even some other people who were actually doing their best to fuck us over with an innocent smiling mask on their faces. And ready to get you seriously fucked and maybe even killed if you said something. Since I was a drunken coward like anybody else I just kept writing my stuff that nobody read and drinking my booze and wanking and that was about it. Sometimes I felt a little hope like when I found out about these chubby white babes showing their stuff in a magazine that was totally new to me. I was unsure about giving money to the needy for they might get a job and slave themselves to death like the rest of us idiots and I wasn't really sure that being another robot was a good idea for them and I certainly did not want to use sex to make other robots oh no it really did seem like a stupid idea like this world here was really lots of fun sometimes but mostly a sick machine that killed us robots to get bigger so what the fuck were we doing like yeah I knew that was probably the only life we had but still I could not quite totally embrace this useless weird trip really like when in doubt I really did not want to get anybody inside this weird mess of an universe like I felt nobody deserved such an insane life and then somehow I felt that God was real but it didn't really change anything like I was still probably doing some harm to my liver for I knew that my belief did not prove that God did exist and so I was back to my bed wanking in a drunken stupor for I felt hopeless really like there was no point in believing that love would come around again for me or anyone oh no I was pretty sure it was pure chance and so I descended into shapeless lukewarm sleep hoping once more that tomorrow was gonna be my lucky day whatever the fuck that was supposed to mean.

really did

She knew I had a fever because of the cold. She noticed my dick was kinda limp and went for it with such a warm delicious mouth. Those were the days we foolishly believed that AIDS was 99 percent a gay men problem not ours. She sat on my dick so hot I was in Heaven. I didn't even know if we were listening to some sexy music. Probably not, as we were well into this kinda goth wave that we thought was called dark. Our movement was quite dead from the start and we probably wanted it that way. We lost contact. One day I wondered if she had killed herself. Then it dawned on me that I had lost her phone number and could not do anything about it whatever was the case. I did not believe in god but prayed for her anyway. I really did want her to have a wonderful life.

Os peito e' bom e eu gosto

Os peito e' bom e eu gosto. That was what he said. I had to agree. Even though I really was into ass myself. I was like fourteen and halfway into madness for some shorthair blondes with such hot asses really. Yeah big tits made me hot. But I really wanked thinking about asses. Which was against the military dictatorship. So I was a political criminal without even trying. But I was also a lucky bastard for the military dictatorship was fading away. No need to breed new soldiers to be OK with The Law. Only trouble was not a single gal I knew wanted to give me her ass or even her pussy or even a kiss. But I was a virgin and did not really know what I was missing and I just listened to some old sixties rock'n'roll and wanked before sleeping and it was alright!

looking forward

He wrote down my phone. I kissed him in the halfway darkness thing that was going on. But next day in a place with proper lighting he seemed unsure. Maybe he really did have to study. I was an idiot and said OK I was going home anyway to get some sleep for I needed to be up early for work the next day. And it was true. Maybe I should have lied? Maybe we were lucky not to get into each other. I mean really. Really we will never know and it's OK. That was really how it was. That was the best we could do for each other. Small talk over dinner. Sad poor diplomatic talk. I was happy to go home and wank. I went to sleep looking forward to my next love and/or sex interest. It felt right to do so.

That night with two trannies

The blond one was a mistake. Nice dick and ass but her stance just put me off so I paid her and left and chat up this tall brunette and went with her and it was just the bomb I gave her head and then I fucked her ass and it was just the hottest ass in a long time she just laughed in disbelief but I told her I screamed I just blurted out she was the best ever which was probably not true but she really was the hottest thing that night for sure oh God oh Lord oh baby YES! YES! YEEAAH!

other moving

I wasn't drunk. Too early. I went into this commercial building. To the restroom. Went inside a cubicle. The light was fucked up. It was a steady strobe. I remembered this movie I read about with no images, just black and white screencards blinking at various speeds of what looked like a rectangular strobe. How long was it? twenty minutes or so? Anyway, I never had the chance to see it and here I was. The walls were white inside the cubicle. I just sit down and stared for some ten or fifteen minutes. I had read about the images that people saw where there was actually nothing but a strobe. I knew for sure there was nothing there in the cubicle wall. But they came to me. Blurred gray shadows. Like scenes out of focus. An oval rotating and changing shape from square to circle. A group of bubbles that grew and shrunk without exploding. People walking across the field of vision. Just a couple of gray faceless human shadows. Then a crowded street of people passing by in both directions. Like I was standing on the sidewalk watching them walk by in slow motion. A tree without any leaves in a field white with snow. Other moving geometric shapes I could not understand. Then back to the changing rotating oval. I got out and washed my face. Looked in the mirror.

almost dying

My car was destroyed but I was fine so I drank another fiery malt shot and went inside this rich frat boy party I was invited to by mistake yeah I was gonna fuck them bitches like I was rich so sorry I knew they were only doing their survival thing but I was doing my mental health survival thing so I just used this hot blond for oral sex and boy did she suck me off I was like totally spaced out like melting and hardening and then exploding all the way into her burning tongue OH BABY YEAAAH! Everything went blackish spacey gray starry vision blanket all over. Only my lungs felt real. How I wished her well. Dumb hope quite possibly. Not that I knew what was going on. Not that I was sure either way. So I just went home without knowing shit about the present. Well OK I knew something about stupid nazi idiots. They were easy prey for that stupid nazi idea of hating jews because it was too dangerous to hate all cruel capitalists of ANY religion. The jews were safe to hate because they were like less than one percent so you would not get destroyed for hating all the sadistic rich no just the jews. Everything would stay the same but hating the jews would give them the illusion of building a fair society when the truth was they were still getting fucked but felt good because hating jews and fags and other different ones and getting money from the idiot totalitarian state made them forget about how fucked they were getting yeah them idiots just needed beer and someone to hate and all was well with the raw deal they were getting so I just gave up trying to save stupid humans and gave up trying to save myself what was the point if we were that much stupid collectively who gave a fuck if idiots like us destroyed ourselves not me really oh no man really I mean maybe we will get smarter and be more tolerant but it looks like we are just gonna fuck up and kill this planet and ourselves along it so I just say you guys and gals better enjoy yourselves while you can for things will probably go deadly weird all over the planet soon enough so get your kicks now don't let nobody tell you how! Trust your guts! Hire some male sluts! Or whatever other kind of slut gives you the hots! That's what I was saying. It had been a beautiful day. I was kinda happy then inside my hopeless dream. Almost dying to wake up.

lovely chain

I was getting a bit tired of fucking pussy when I really wanted ass. But no luck once again. The trannies on the street were not hot enough. So I went for the women spot to pay more and get pussy oh well it was fine maybe some other time I was gonna get lucky again and see some of those hot trannies where the fuck were they maybe in Europe making some real money and who was I to blame them they needed cash and maybe Rio was not giving them enough and they needed to make some real money while they were young for nobody gave a fuck about them trannies when they got too old to work the streets not even the government who was supposed to care to the poor and certainly not them religious bastards with all their sick fuck sex hating crap they were so happy to tell anybody about if one was unlucky enough to get caught by one of those nazi god lovers I wanted to tell them bastards who stopped me on the street to tell me about Jesus to shut the fuck up and stop giving me this outdated crap and like tell them they were stupid slaves if they did not realise that our spirituality was bound to evolve into something more humanistic and ecumenic and that if Jesus were to come back that very day he would've told them to think for themselves and stop being pushed around like morons by egomaniac religious leaders who were not into any real progressive and liberating vision of religion but just using them for their own ends I could not believe how stupid they were to follow them and yet I knew it was no use or maybe I didn't know for sure it was useless to try but I just gave up very early on 'cause this stupid fanatic trip they were in looked too thick to be penetrated by common sense like they looked like those madmen that you just gave up trying to reason with I just gave up and decided I was gonna get some ass or pussy to fuck while I was drunk because I was not even sure there was a god and humanity seemed so stupid I just gave up and there I was and I saw this chubby black woman and it went really good and her pussy was awesome like the two or three times I had done her before but then I went back to the women spot for some more I just wanted some more pussy and then I saw this other black chubby woman that wore glasses and oh boy did I have fun up that tight nerdy black pussy she was real hot and I went home thinking next time it would be even better for this one seemed a bit like not totally relaxed like maybe my dick was a bit too big she said it was a big surprise and she tried her best and I sure had fun but I figured next time I would choose a very tall one maybe I was gonna get lucky and she would be OK with my size maybe even up her ass maybe even I would find a hot tranny with the sweetest ass ever I jerked off before falling into this wonderful dream of the sweetest perfect shemale loving to take me all the way inside her so hot and snug and like being back home after such a long time I was weeping with happiness as I moaned the orgasm right out of my lungs like the song that created me and took me from the void into that lovely chain of events that led me to that ecstatic moment.

out of

I gave up pretending to be waiting for a bus. I noticed this blond tranny with legs a little thicker than the others. This made me hot. Probably made her diet. Go figure. Very small and delicious tits. Snug hot ass. After I came screaming inside her hot behind we just lay there for a little while. I told her she was hot. She said she was gonna be even hotter after her diet. I told her I was OK with her body as it was but go ahead and diet if you like. I hoped she believed me for I was telling the truth. She wanted to look like those models who looked like numbed out speed freaks and who was I to tell her otherwise I figured so I didn't say anything else and prayed silently that her ass stayed big and hot. She started asking me did you see this new soap opera and I said no not yet even though I was probably never even gonna try it. Televison for me was just for late night movies. The rest was not amusing enough. But I knew some characters from the ads and she just started doing this impression of one of the women in the soap and she was funny we laughed as small kids that are instant friends on their first day in school just because they watch the same cartoons and then she told me about some diet tips she got from this TV show. And then she went back to the impression. Were she not a tranny she could be on TV but I tried not to think about how unfair this was for society was like that and wasn't going to change that fast so it was no use getting depressed about stupid prejudice that would be slow to vanish so I just laughed with her and silently thanked the gods for that exclusive show I would not see on TV and then it was time to go and back home I took a shower and my phone did not ring and I was too drunk to care I just wanked and passed out and didn't die in my sleep and woke up next morning not really sure if I was glad to be alive for another day but what the fuck I had no better idea than to get out of bed and see.

o meditation jerk me

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I stuck my dick up some pussy to celebrate gay pride

I stuck my dick up some pussy to celebrate gay pride. OK, I really wanted to fuck some tranny ass in the name of gay pride. But the ones I saw on the street were not really my dish. I went to the women spot. Got this short chubby black woman. Sucked her tits. Fucked her doggy for some long minutes. Could smell her opened pussy as I fucked her and loved the smell.

Really gonna

No trannies hot enough in sight so I walked on and the radio somewhere told me some big shot terrorist was killed and I kept on my drunken haze walking to the woman spot thinking it was fine to kill the terrorist but no way it was gonna stop terrorism if they didn't do something about poverty you know everybody knew that being hungry was the best way for some poor idiot to get these stupid crime or terrorism ideas but I didn't believe any party in the whole planet cared enough to really do something about it so that was it I was not going to get too worried about a planet full of idiots who were no wiser than me you had to impress me as quite wise to get me interested in anything except getting boozed up and there was no one I knew so I decided there again one more time again to give up on doing something big to help the planet be a better place really let us destroy ourselves if we are dumb enough to let it happen and so there I was in a bar that had some gals that surely were whores and I decided I was so drunk I needed to take a shit but the restroom was too dirty even for my drunken stupor standards so I went around the block for some cheaper tequila and tried my luck and the restroom there was a lot cleaner lucky bastard was I and then I went back around the block and decided for this short slim black woman she said she was thirty or something and had three kids and that her tits were no longer beautiful but I found her floppy empty little bags hot as an A bomb with those stiff little nipples my dick went hard as rock while I sucked on them and I fucked her pussy in every position as long as I was on top for it felt so good to pretend I was using her and not us using each other in our different ways who cared I sure didn't I thought she talked a little bit too much as she pretended she was having a fucking great time but that didn't stop me from coming like crazy so thank you beautiful I said and went back to the bar and it was raining a little bit and I was looking for some fatter and even hotter woman and eventually I chat up this chubby black one who was maybe also thirty I didn't ask I was so mesmerized by her fat arms and legs and butt and tits that felt like home to my mouth I just went completely dazed and fucked her two times only pausing to wash my dick a little and get some head and get another condom and I held her fat little hot black body next to mine and smelled her hair and told her how hot she made me feel she laughed and looked amused and gave me some more hot strong delicious head in order to get me up again she said she wanted some more but I was already too tired I just gave her the money and thanked her for a great time and she said she had noticed me looking at her ass and said next time she would let me do her ass too and I said OK it sounded great and I went home thinking that maybe she was even really gonna do it and I took a shower and read some books for a while and then jerked off into a warm pool of sleep.