CHANGED

I was about twelve. This means about 1980. Downtown Rio staring at the porn mags hanging outside the news-stands. Saw this one with this woman on the cover. She was crouching and looking at me over her shoulder. I don't remember the name of the mag. But there were some extra words saying My Anus My Success And What a Success. Like she was telling us about her sex life and whatever career. I just stood there looking at the cover. Wondering if I wanted to be her or fuck her or both things one after the other over and over. Then the lights changed and I crossed the street.